Space (Modern Poem)

In this dark space

Breathing is like a hard labor

Life is exhausting

Honestly 

I don’t get it

Endless tension

Pulsing heart

Is this perhaps
The famous regret?

Last full moon

When I blessed you with space

I kissed you long

I wrapped you tight

Cherished every breath and warmth 

Before I took them from you

You were beautiful

When your glistening eyes met mine

With moon-reflected   tears

Gracefully, I whispered 

'Be grateful, for this space'

'The one before you hasn't yet left'

I love it

When your little fingers scratched

When your color switched to blue

From the sickening pink 

And best of all 

When it turned silent

Right!

I recognize this splinter

I don't have enough space in my backyard

xxxxxxx

I knew 

This polite man's wicked intention

I saw 

This gentleman's hidden snicker

I heard 

This refines man's silent warn

But I can't reach twig

And fall deep

For his charms is far superior

That night

He spoke of himself

Giving me space I never asked

I was envious

Lucky her

She stayed longer

-black-

Now 

I wonder where is she

I am delightful

The earth hasn't accepted me yet

And thanks to heaven through these crevices

I can still have him

Within my space

-zamzarif-
(219 words)